This is dedicated to the first man I ever loved..

To those of you who know me, know I'm a bit boy crazy. Well now, I just love one boy, my dear,sweet husband...well him and zac efron. Actually him, zac efron, and josh duhammel. Anyway, anyway, waaayyy off the subject. This is about my first love....

I was three when I saw you and you put a special twinkle in my eye. Oh, Michael, you had me at your Thriller album. I would unfold the record cover and there you were all perfect in your white suit and laying on a tiger skin blanket. So to die for. I remember watching "The Making of Thriller" with my older brother and sister everyday, a hundred times a day. My head and shoulder twitch a little bit just thinking of it. I pretended that the sidewalk would light up as I was singing "Billy Jean" down my street. You know how records have lines on them, ya, i knew which line to put the record needle on where you came in on "We Are the World". Oh my, and then there was "Smooth Criminal" and you uttered the words, "Annie are you o.k." and my heart just melted. There was a time you left us for a while, but then you came back with "Black and White." My family crowded around the tv waiting for the video to premiere on MTV. Oh my gosh it was HUGE! What a treat it was, because not only were you in it, but the second love of my life, Macaulay Culkin appeared. Life could not get better. I got a little creeped out when you were naked with Lisa Marie in "You Are Not Alone", but I never ever faltered! However, I want to remember you like this...

Not so much this...


You were the first love of my life, you will be missed terribly. Tonight, in your memory,I will grab my crotch and say "He,He" one last time. Love you Michael!